Old.

Oh my. I just post my essay homework here and I realized it's almost a month since I last blogged here. Haha. Funny. And irritating. :)) Want to know my reason of not blogging in?? Sa christmas break, I would update this OLD blog. :)) Pero I'll start na. Haha. Anyway. It is because another event in my life was added in my "Greatest Things That Happen In My Life" list. Hahaha. Okay it's nonsense. Pero yah, we went to Baguio with some CSR delegates for the 5th RAY Summit held in Casiciaco Recoletos Seminary. Basta it was a great experience. I would blog about this topic on christmas break okaaaay? :)Hahaha. ♥daisy

What is Happiness?

This is actually my homework, an essay on the given topic, "What is Happiness?" And I would like to share it to you. :) Enjoy criticizing it. Haha.

Happiness is an emotion each of us experiences. It is something that each of us is always trying to reach and trying to achieve in life. Each person has something that gives them happiness, whether big or small. There are so many things that make us happy. But what are those things that make us feel this kind of emotion? What really is happiness? What is true happiness? Happiness is considered as the most important and an intense feeling a person can have or feel. Whenever we feel depress, we always try to find this feeling so as to be relieved. But usually, happiness is just a glimpse for some. We attain happiness because of different reasons. One common reason why we feel happy is because we get what we want and we become contented of it. But there is still a deeper meaning of this emotion. For some, money and other material things are the ones that make them happy but this cannot be considered as true happiness. True happiness can only be attained in God’s presence and in ourselves. In the bible, Jesus made us realize the meaning of true happiness. The eight beatitudes are statements which is a way of God showing to us the path of true happiness through Jesus. This is true happiness. I, personally, feel true happiness when I am able to share what I have to others or at least share my time with them at least once a year. There are so many material things in this world that makes us happy. But those are just temporary. They can’t be brought anywhere. My happy memories will surely be with me always for it is in my mind and heart. Happiness is not what really matters. It is the happy experience we had that is most important. To be happy, we must first be satisfied on the things we have and we are willing to share it to others. That is true happiness.

Gaaaaaah. :|

Do you ever feel being the person you are not? At times, I just can't stop myself from hating things even myself. Gaaah. This is bothering me. I want to be the ME. Why can't I? I know I can. I know. People with judge me? Should I care? I don't think so. It's their judgements not mine, why would I be bothered? Err.

♥daisy:|

I want things to stop... OR AT LEAST JUST SLOW DOWN :">

Grabe. For the past few weeks (or months) I've been busy on school works and some activities. My weekends aren't enough for a rest 'cause there would be another load of things to do. Thank God, I don't have much to do today except to study for the stupid eco test. Err. My mind has been wandering for the past weeks on how time flies very fast. I can't believe that I only have 4 months (70 days for more accuracy Ü) in my high school life. And still, counting. Time flies very very very fast. Every time I'm going out for malls with my friends, I can't erase in my mind that this might be one of the last things we would do together. I keep on thinking of things not in the present time, but on my future. I even told myself that I can't picture myself studying in a bigger school (e.g. UST, La Salle) meeting different people with different attitudes. I can't picture myself going through the streets of Manila without the people I am with today, my high school friends. **WARNING. This is corny: Like what Gabriella said in HSM3, "I want things to stop... OR AT LEAST JUST SLOW DOWN." Uhu, it's corny but it's true. That's what I want to happen. I want a full stop on the things happening to me at this moment. I want to cherish all the things that soon would be just memories with my friends. OR AT LEAST JUST SLOW DOWN. I want things to just slow down. I keep on telling my friends that I want to repeat high school, first year high school to be exact. :( I would really really miss the times I am with my friends. I would really really miss the laughing sessions. I would just miss my high school life. Ohh, bummmm. High school is in near ending. College is in near beginning. This chapter in my life would be ending soon. And a new chapter would open SOONer. Letting go of what I have today is really a hard thing to do. Craaap, I just want to let go this thing I have. : Blaaaah. I want things to stop. Slowing down is good but stoping things is best. Memories would just be memories. Just cherish and treasure them. Things happen once in a lifetime. People, including my friends, came to me once in a lifetime but our friendship would last a lifetime. :) Corny much? :)) Though I only have almost 70 days with my school mates, batch mates, classmates, and best friends in CSR, I would definitely seize every moment I have in my school. I would grab all good opportunities and share these counting days with THEM. :) ♥daisy :'>

Trrrrash. :>

This blog is a TRASH. :] Can you see spiders and their webs?? Hahaha. To be updated soon. :D

What the hell.

WHAT THE HELL?!?! I had this problem since August, I think. I do not want to miss class to attend my cousin's wedding. But then, I changed my mind. Haha. SO, I decided to let go that Perfect Attendance Award on our Graduation day. No problem for weeks. Then, this October circular came saying that our OUTBOUND would be on the same day on the wedding of my cousin. Errrrr. This would be my last year to go to an outbound. And to think that it would be MT. BANAHAW! While having the orientation yesterday, I felt really really bad. : I can't choose. Of course, family would be my priority. But this would be my last outbound and eventually supposedly the most exciting because THEY would have hiking, caving, trekking, river wading, and more. Too bad I would miss all of these. On the other side, I would be enjoying the cool climate and peaceful surroundings of Caleruega with my family. Uhh. I keep on telling myself that I would just be in danger in Mt. Banahaw while in Caleruega, I would be relaxed after a very stressful week. Uhhhh. Yeah. I've decided. I would go to with my family. And I would definitely miss my last outbound and I think the most exciting one. Bakit ba naman kasi tinapat ung outbound sa wedding day diba?? *exhales very deeply* Oh well, I can't change my decision na. I have my dress already and all. :> I would just bear in mind that I would be relaxing there while my batchmates would be very tired in hiking/caving/trekking/river wading and all. Hahaha! Oh, btw. Is Quezon near Caleruega/Tagaytay? Haha. Is it? Is it? I'm planning to have a "half day" on our outbound. Hahaha. I wish I can cut myself into two. Haha. I want to attend my cousin's wedding, but I also want to attend our outbound. : Ampp. Octiber 17, 2008. Remember this date. The first time I would miss an outbound trip and supposedly the last time I would have an outbound. ] Who wants to come with me? Haha. Kidding. Batch mates, just update me while you're in your outbound. OKAY? :> Most depressed, Daisy - :))

THIS IS NONSENSE. :>

Last post? October 1, 2008. Hahaha. 2 weeks naaa. Haha. I've been busy for the past two weeks. : LaSalle Test, projects, exams. STRESS all over. At last, it's done. Hahaha. Okaaay. nonsense. :> ♥daisy

Seek and you shall find.

September 27, 2008. The day I lost my very very treasured watch. It was given by my parents, like, 3years ago-- the longest thing I've kept so far. This watch has a sentimental value. : Besides, that it was with me for 3years and my parents gave it, I've gone through a lot of 'trials' sa pakikipaghabulan sa oras with this watch. Drama much for a thing? You might say I'm obsess with that watch, but yeah, sort of. IT IS A LIMITED EDITION OF SWATCH. LIMITED EDITION. IT IS LIMITED. :( My dad told me that after 5-10 years, its value would be 50,000 pesos. They bought it for 5,000 pesos and its value after 10 years could be 50,000. :( How stupid am I to let my classmate borrow it and forgetting to get it from her. It was so so so so depressing. A watch could just be a material thing, but just what I said, IT HAS SENTIMENTAL VALUES. It is a limited edition. Few people could only get few of those. FEW OF THOSE. Shoooot. When I am cleaning up my computer, I saw old pictures, like 1-3 years ago, wearing my pink swatch watch. It is sort of old indeed but it is pretty. :( Okay. A while ago, I was googling swatch products to find my watch. I can't see any of those pictures. Urgghh. Also, I saw the box in my drawer and it's 2 year warranty isn't finish yet. My parents bought it last December 24, 2006. SAYANG talaga. :(( People might think that I changed for the past few days or would change pa lang, but really. I would. I would be sort of selfish. I lost 4 important things my parents gave me. First my 2 Denman brushes. Second, my family's Kodak camera. I think it was the best camera of Kodak and I think it is also Limited. Urgh. Third, my eyeglasses. Take note, my eyeglasses. My classmate borrowed it, and when I would get it already, she said that she didn't borrow anything from me. So I was okaaaay. I didn't investigate. :\ And then now, my watch. Because my classmate like to borrow it, and FORGOT to return it again. Craaap. These FOUR things was given by my parents. All cost THOUSANDS, the brush is 400, i think and it was 2, so it's almost a thousand!! Craaaaaaaap. ALL OF THESE THINGS WERE LOST IN MY SECOND HOME, MY SCHOOL. MMYY SSCCHHOOLL. Who would ever think that students/staffs/visitors from my school would get/borrow-and-didn't/forgot-to-return MY PRECIOUS THINGS??!! ONE reason why I HATE my school. okaaay? I know, it's just material things. But look at it. THOSE COST A THOUSAND. I pity my parents because I always lost all the good (mostly LIMITED) things they gave me. Craaaaap. If I were you, never ever borrow things from me. It's either I would not let you borrow, or let you borrow but you lost it and my parents would make you pay for it!!

blaaaaah. pictures wearing my waaaatch. :)) Paranoid much? :) btw, it looks like that. If you own one, can i have it? or if you saw it, can you tell me. XD Thanks. :) I hope I could still find it, though it was lost in Batulao. :(

♥♥daisy

LSS much on those retreat songs. :>

I have here 2 songs I've learned during our retreat last September 26-28 in Batulao, Batangas. These was taught by Fr. Chris. More post regarding the retreat. SOON. :P Song 1: Jesus is a happy name. Jesus is always the same. Jesus is a happy name. You can smile when you talk about, Jesus. Song 2: I'm inward, outward Happy all the time (2x) When Jesus came to me and washed away my sins I'm inward, outward Happy all the time. I'm inward, outward, upward, downward Happy all the time (2x) When Jesus came to me and washed away my sins I'm inward, outward, upward, downward Happy all the time I'm inward, outward, upward, downward, rightward, leftward Happy all the time (2x) When Jesus came to me and washed away my sins I'm inward, outward, upward, downward, rightward, leftward Happy all the time I'm inward, outward, upward, downward, rightward, leftward, forward, backward Happy all the time (2x) When Jesus came to me and washed away my sins I'm inward, outward, upward, downward, rightward, leftward, forward, backward Happy all the time

:D

Naaliw lang ako. LSS much? :))

♥♥daisy

Tiring yet a Magical Weekend. :) part ii

SEPTEMBER 21, 2008 YFC sector conference '08. Once again, we went to Manila for the sectorcon. It was held at CSB Theatre. I woke up at around 7:30 am. And then left home with Kuya and went to Gudalupe to meet Feb, Fem, Roselle, Joshua, and Maemae. So, we left Guadalupe at around 9:15 and went to CSB already. MRT and LRT again. Hahaha. I should get used to it anyway. :) When we reached CSB, we registered. When we entered the theatre, the mass had started. We had the mass, then a great worship, then followed by the performances of the other clusters and the campus base and the siga. In the worship, the prayer leader let us watch some scenes in the Passion of Christ. Those scenes made me cry. How Jesus suffer and die for the cross just for us to be saved from our deadly sins. That worship enlightened me that Jesus suffered. Jesus died for me. I felt an 'ouch' in my heart seeing those scenes that the Roman soldiers doing to Jesus. The prayer leader made us realize that Jesus loves us. God loves us. After 4 performances of the dance, band, and acapella, we had our lunch. BLaaah. Then again, it started 1:20 pm. Our representative performed 9th. They performed the song Emily by Paraluman and an original composition by Mart. Here were c3's representative. :> philip- drums; jek-lead guitar; jude-bass; martin-guitar and vocals; mayrille-vocals. :) They were so great! Seriously! :> After all performances were made, Kuya Ian had his talk about our theme, "WITNESS". I'll share to you some of the things he imparted to us. Addressing to us, yfc members: "We all stand up as an evidence. Last last year, we were BLEST. Last year, we were told to FOCUS. And now, we are all called to be an EVIDENCE of God's love. You are lucky to belong in this 10% of the population who stand up as an evidence. Like the homily of Fr. (------) a while ago, 'plastic' people exist. Not everyone can be in their best. Because of this, they tend to hide their real self. Yung iba sa inyo diyan, kapag nasa yfc event tayo, nagsasabi tayo ng i love you's sa mga tito at tita at sa mga magulang natin. Pero kapag wala ng yfc event, wala na ring i love you's. Diba pagiging plastic yun? Here are tips to have a fulfilled person: · Be faithful. · Be a servant to others. · Be prayerful. · Being right to the right place at the right time. · Being equipped. Jesus is trying to tell us, 'I will be with you and empower you'. …” Some parts Kuya Ian shared to us. He even cracked jokes because at that time, I can feel that everyone is tired already but still listening. :) After the talk, we had our final worship. But in this final worship, I felt Jesus' presence on me and started a real worship. Though we had our daily worship in our school, yfc worships are still the best. Singing, praising, raising hands, clapping for Jesus. Everyone in the place was worshipping. Before the event end, awards were given to the best band, dance, and accapela. In the acapella, c5 won the 1st place. Sorry, I forgot the 2nd and the 3rd place. :) In the dance, the 1st place was the Adamson University. The second place was Makati Med. I forgot the third place. :D And in the band, the 1st place was the band from c5. Second place was from the siga. And the third place was our cluster!! :D We were happy and thankful to get a place even if it's 3rd place. They, we deserved it. They were so great! All of them! :D:> The magical event ended 5:30 pm. Supposedly, Maemae and I would leave at 3:00. Good thing, we were lazy. Haha. And we've witnessed how our cluster won. :)) We said our goodbye's and all. And once again, rode LRT with Kuya poyi, Maemae, Ate blessy, Mayrille, Ate Dianne, and Bunda. :> Here are some pictures. :) And btw, I am not included in one of these pictures. :))

cool animation. :)

them :) stage with close curtains. :))

Mayrille. :) They, We won! :D:>

After this sectorcon, my homeworks and quizzes were already in line at home. :))

Thank God I've finished them all! :>

♥♥daisy

Tiring yet a Magical Weekend. :) part i

SEPTEMBER 20 and 21, 2008.

PART I. September 20, 2008 :) (Note: This post contains exaggeration and should not think of it that way. Gets? Hahaha.) These dates were marked in my calendar. Thinking that this weekend would be a stressful one. But not expecting that it would be FUN. Saturday is supposedly a ‘long sleep day’ for me. Haha. I haven’t done it for ages. Hahaha. I informed Alec that we will be going to DLSU an hour before we leave. Haha. I was with Maemae, Alec and my brother. We left CSR at exactly 10:05am. We commuted. :> T’was my second time to ride LRT. :)) It was fun. :D We walked and walked and walked and walked. Hell, the Admission’s Office of La Salle was like a road to forever. Hahaha. Kidding. But, yeah. It was like 1 km from Vito Cruz Station. Haha. After DLSU, we went to UST. I accompanied Maemae and Alec to pass their forms and my brother to buy some stuffs. Blah, blah, blah. I thought we would not reach 12:00, but then, we did. :D We walked and walked and walked and walked. :)) After roaming Manila, Mae, Alec and I went straight to Glorietta while kuya went home. :> We were not contented with the long walk at Manila. We walked and walked and walked from Glorietta to Greenbelt to eat in a restaurant that was supposed to have low prices abut yummy foods. Uhhh, Alec? Haha. :P So, we just ate at Tokyo Tokyo. Hahaha. Blahhh. And then after eating, we had discussed a few weird things about random things. Hahaha. We talked/debated on the existence of other Solar system, on the age of the dinosaurs, does God have parents?, and more. It was weird. Really. And then, I found out that we’re raising our voices already and having a little debate on those topics. Hahaha. After, eating and talking and debating, I met up with Erin and Lora and said goodbyes to Maemae and Alec. So, it was project making time naman. We went at Lora’s place and started doing our Math project. Blah, blah, blah. Walked back to Glorietta, said goodbyes to Lora and Erin and walked alone going to SM. Hahaha. Take note: WALKED. By this time, I could not feel my feet anymore. I actually feel the pain. Haha. I was not contented. My mom and I had our grocery. By this time, I was already suffering. Haha. By 8:30, I was home already. Finally. I partially did my Physics homework that night. :> Finally, closed my eyes 11:30 pm. ;) **no pictures. :D **PART II. Soon. :) ♥daisy

A Korean crying for the Philippines

This entry was written by Jaeyoun Kim, a Korean who studied here in the Philippines. He probably wrote this essay for us to see what really is the problem in our country.

My Short Essay about the Philippines

This is my 25th post as a blogger. Instead of having of blogging about myself on how it feels, let me republish this essay written by one Korean student here in Philippines in 2003. This piece is an eye opener for Filipinos. The article sites reasons why it seems difficult for our country to rise from the mire of poverty and is now behind among the SouthEast Asian countries. Here it is. Filipinos always complain about the corruption in the Philippines. Do you really think the corruption is the problem of the Philippines? I do not think so. I strongly believe that the problem is the lack of love for the Philippines.

What made me sad in the prison were the prisoners who do not have any love for their country. They go to mass and work for Church. They pray everyday. However, they do not love the Philippines. I talked to two prisoners at the maximum security compound, and both of them said that they would leave the Philippines right after they are released from the prison.

They said that they would start a new life in other countries and never come back to the Philippines.

Many Koreans have a great love for Korea so that we were able to share our wealth with our neighborhood. The owners of factory and company were distributed their profit to their employees fairly so that employees could buy what they needed and saved money for the future and their children. When I was in Korea, I had a very strong faith and wanted to be a priest. However, when I cameto the Philippines, I completely lost my faith. I was very confused when I saw many unbelievable situations in the Philippines. Street kids always make me sad, and I see them everyday. The Philippines is the only Catholic country in Asia, but there are too many poor people here. People go to church every Sunday to pray, but nothing has been changed. My parents came to the Philippines last week and saw this situation. They told me that Korea was much poorer than the present Philippines when they were young. They are so sorry that there so many beggars and street kids. When we went to Pasangjan, I forced my parents to take a boat because it would fun. However, they were not happy after taking a boat. They said that they would not take the boat again because they were sympathized the boat men, for the boat men were very poor and had a small frame. Most of people just took a boat and enjoyed it. But my parents did not enjoy it because of love for them. My mother who has been working for Catholic Church since I was very young told me that if we just go to mass without changing ourselves, we are not Catholic indeed. Faith should come with action. She added that I have to love Filipinos and do good things for them because all of us are same and have received a great love from God. I want Filipinos to love their neighborhood and country as much as they love God so that the Philippines will be well off. I am sure that love is the keyword which Filipinos should remember. We cannot change the sinful structure at once. It should start from person. Love must start in everybody in a small scale and have to grow. A lot of things happen if we open up to love. Let's put away our prejudices and look at our worries with our new eyes. I discover that every person is worthy to be loved. Trust in love, because it makes changes possible. Love changes you and me. It changes people, contexts and relationships. It changes the world. Please love your neighborhood and country. Jesus Christ said that whatever we do to others we do to Him. In the Philippines, there is God who are abused and abandoned. There is God who is crying for love. If you have a child, teach them how to love the Philippines. Teach them why they have to love their neighborhood and country. You already know that God also will be very happy if you love others. That's all I really want to ask you Filipinos. After reading the essay, my grandfather seconded his/her curiousity and ask me, is the Philippines worth crying for? Who will shed tears for our motherland? Who will lend a hand to lift her spirit, to hold the lonely Flag that symbolizes her name? After reading this essay, let's hope we all learn to love and support our country, our province and most especially our foundation. May God bless this beautiful country. May we be enlightened to do more for our country and not just thinking about ourselves all the time.

Poverty is indeed the major problem in our country today. Maybe lack of love for our country is really the problem. He is right in what he says. We go to Church every Sunday yet nothing's happening because we do not focus. Seeing children in the streets is really depressing. He impart to us suggestions that we must do to gain love for our country. What I do not like in his essay is that he is comparing his country to ours. He is comparing the people in his country to the people in the Philippines. He said, "I talked to two prisoners... and both of them said that they would leave the Philippines right after they are released from the prison. They said that they would start a new life in other countries and never come back to the Philippines. Many Koreans have a great love for Korea so that we were able to share our wealth with our neighborhood." If Korea have great love fof their country, how come they're all over the Philippines? Yes, they study English here. But how come they're like 'occupying' our country already. They can be seen anywhere-- streets in Makati, in Baguio, and even in our subdivision that is exclusively for the families and relatives of those who became part and is part of the navy, army, marines, and the like. They even build their restaurants here.

Maybe Jaeyoun Kim is not like the other Koreans. I think he is just concern for our country. He's right (in a way) in his essay. We must love our country, and the rest will follow.

If a Korean like Jaeyoun Kim cares for our country, why can't we?

♥♥daisy

Try to read and try to understand. =))

To Majie, I am not surprise or wander why Dennis leave you? Why? What reason you can think about but you’re very fat body. I thought before that Dennis only use me to his toy but sooner and later I’m realize that he really can’t not beared or stomached to be with you anymore because at first, Dennis say he could not stand you’re habit of making pakialam all this walks [lakad] and always calling to their house what he go home or this or that and then he say he get ashame to met iether in school or in his family and then asking you to exercise you’re very very, very fat body but you hate it thoughth you’re the most preetiest girls he knows about what do you think you are “Beautiful Girl” of Jose Marie Chan even you are beautiful face to your think. You do not have the right to called me whatsoever or else different name one time or the other for the real purposed to insults my personality because I’m never call your names iether in the front of Dennis or in the backs of Dennis, but if you start already to calling me different name, I don’t have any other choice but to call you other different name to like you are a P~G, FAT, OBESSED, OVERWIGHT, AND UGLY SHAPE girl. Shame to you’re body that is to a BUDING. You can’t not blame Dennis for exchanging you to me because I am the more sexier than you when you look to us in the mirror. I’m repeat again that you are like Ike Lozada when she is a girl. FROM: THE SEXIEST GIRL OF D.M. P.S. You say that I’m the bad breathe but who is Dennis want to be kissed. Me or you? You are me? And the final is me. :))

________

Love her. Sexiest? Stupidest. Hahaha.

Greatest Escape :D

Boys Like Girls finally came in Manila. After our Youth Congress in UP Diliman, I rushed to glorietta to watch their 'concert'. I was with Bufi. I thank Alec so so so much, I've got the opportunity to see them in like a meter away and Martin's pick touched my foot. But it fell so I was not able to get it. :( That boy got it! Grrrr. That boy even got his towel. Maybe he has hidden desire with him. Hahaha. Kidding. We went in glorietta in our school uniform, no time to change. And we were like jumping in a chair. Haha. I was a bit disappointed and sad because my friend gave the meet-and-greet ticket to Bufi. I am really disappointed and sad. I will never ever get the chance to meet them personally. Alec and I planned that event like a week ago and then I wasn't able to meet them and greet them and take a photo with them. It was like disappointing. NOT LIKE. IT IS REALLY DISAPPOINTING. Well, I can't do anything. It's done. I'm just aceepting that at least the vocalist's pick touched my foot. Hahaha. Arghhh. I can't take away the feeling I am feeling right now. Hahaha. Got it? Anyway. I wish and hope that BOYSLIKEGIRLS could read this and go back here just for me. :P Kidding. Hahaha. Malay natin. Hahaha. I remember, the first time I heard their song, Great Escape, it got into my mind easily and started singing it again and again and again. :) The opportunity is like inches away for me, and I let it go. Opportunity nga naman. Mabilis mawala. :) Never let go for opportunities. Ga'no kalaki or kaliit man n'yan. :) I know, this is shallow. Haha. Try to understand me. Okay. :P:P Here are some of their pictures:

Love them . :)

♥♥daisy

Alexandra turns 15 Ü

As the title says, Alexandra Mae H. Espinosa turns 15 last September 5. I went to MOA with Maemae, Alec and Xandz. We did ice skating and ate in Haagen-Dazs. It was my first time to do ice skating, by the way. And also Alec. As expected, we fell.. Hahaha. I think we had our pictures anywhere in that skating rink.

              models. :P                               Alec, Me, Xandz, Maemae                                   ready to fall! :P

               weehee. i looove them. :)                                    we're happy. :P

After almost 2 hours of skating, we ate dinner in the food court. Haha. And had our dessert at Haagen-Dazs. We are doubting if we will still eat there or not, will we consume all our orders and all. Good thing, we continued our plan. Haha. It was heaven. It tastes gooooood. Haha.

That day is really really fun. After wearing heels at school. After receicing our report cards, we still had "rewards." Haha. Though we're only four, Wana, Frankie and Marion can't come, we enjoyed our day. :)

"Kahit saan, basta kasama ko kayo."

Best line of Xandra. Haha.

September 5. Jap's, Bubut's , Jessa's, and Xandra's special day. :)

♥♥daisy:)

Could it be possible to love the people I hate?

Awkward. Yesterday was an awkward day. This will remain as a secret. Haha. Stop reading. Hahaha. :P This is nothing. OKay. :) Okay. I'm starting to hate a person. Actually, there are two people I'm starting to hate. The first person, he/she doesn't care on the ideas of others. Yes, he/she is friendly but there are instances where she acts like he/she knows everything and he/she doesn't even ask the opinion of others if it's okay for them. It just irritates me when a person thinks he/she thinks/feel that he/she is always right. That he/she knows that he/she is accepted by everyone thus, making his/her own choice without thinking that there are still ideas from other people. The second person I'm starting to hate is somehow close to me. He/she is very selfish. I sound like a bad person, now but seriously, he/she is selfish. He/she asks for help and I help her. He/she is also a moody person. I really can't understand him/her. When I do things that irritates him/her, that person would like call my attention and sometimes, he/she does it in public. I feel like he/she is my parent that calls my attention everytime I did something not good for him/her. My parents do not even watch my every move and seldom calls my attention. There was even an instance when he/she ask a favor from me and he/she got angry at me because of a simple forgivable mistake. I have my own freedom. It just irritates me when someone watch every move I make. I feel like I'm being discriminated and underestimated. Sorry for plenty of his/her words. :)) Hahaha. Want to know if it's a his or a her? comment me. :P It's from the bible saying, "Learn to love your enemies." They're not my enemies, but I'm starting to hate them. I am trying to see the other side of their attitudes. I am trying to know them more. I am trying to understand them more. Could it be possible to love the people I hate? Maybe yes, maybe no. ♥daisy:)

"Hell-est" is the word. :D

Last post? August 8, 2008. It has been 2 weeks. Hahaha. This month has been my "hell-est" month in my entire life. Hahaha! First, I took my upcat last august 2. I would never ever love math. Ewwwrr. And then, projects projects... Then, on the 2nd week, August 12-15, we had our last first periodical test in csr. Algebra, Calculus, Filipino, CLE, Health, Economics, Physics, English, Computer, TLE. All in one week. This week, August 19-22 was the "hell-est". August 19, we have this mock test for NCAE and again, our batch were reprimanded. We are not doing anything. We are just enjoying our high school life. We're old enough to see if we're doing the right thing or not. rrr. August 20-21, I got my results in the periodical test. Damn. I got line of 7 in 3 of my subjects and I failed Physics! I only got line of 9 in Filipino. Daaaaamn. :O On September 5, we'll see. : High school life is fun but you really really need to fight temptations. Haha. Blah blah. Know what?? My classmates are in Breaking Dawn already. Ako, Eclipse pa lang. :)) Hahaha. dot dot dot dot dot ♥♥daisy

What's with 8/8/8??

Okaay. Today is August 8, 2008. And it's like everybody's saying that today is a lucky day. BLAAAH. Today, nothing came up. T'was a normal day.

Lesson during morning. And in the afternoon, seniors' fourth career talk. THe schools were De La Salle Canlubang, Southville Foreign Universities, Global Innovative College, and Mapua Institute of Technology. It was booooring. : Mapua has the most interesting career talk.

Oh well.

8/8/8 happens once in a lifetime. :) And there's no history today, except for my classmates who had their most embarrasing moments today. Hahaha.

Okaay. BLAHs.

I'm out. :)

♥daisy

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Relevance of Economics in Education and Labor Market Daisy Banaag Economics has been one of the most important aspects of a country. It is defined to be the study of production, distribution, and consumption of goods and services. Importance of our education and the labor market do have significance in our country’s economic status. Imagine our country filled with people without knowledge in anything—money, politics, and leadership. Imagine our country filled with unemployed and underemployed citizens. Wouldn’t be that appalling? Thinking greatly on the significance of these two, education and labor market, we would be conscious that these affect our country’s economic status. The significance of economics in education can be summed up into many portions. Education became a way of increasing our country’s economy. With this, it is considered to be the essential factor in the development and renewing of our status economically. I believe that the abilities of the labor force are the ones who contribute more for the betterment of a country’s economy. Education can be the treatment for our country’s severe economic problems such as the growing numbers of people who are unemployed and underemployed. An individual, definitely, needs education in order to acquire his goals in life and in finding the accurate profession for him. Once a person gets hold of his good career, he shall be a contribution for the development of a country. More job opportunities for thousands of people, the greater our economy would be. Economics also have importance in labor market. This gives the people the ability of working as a full time. As I’ve observed, thousands of people are now being underemployed and worse, unemployed. Some individual just rely on others’ hands and do not work at all. Others may want jobs but they do not have the opportunity of having one. These are the people who do not finish their studies and end up doing nothing in their lives. These do affect our country’s economy because of the lessening of working individuals. We have noticed that people with no jobs are increasing every month and our economy is getting worse. In the latest SONA of our President Arroyo, she informed the public that our country has its best economic status on the year 2007. But people still argue with one another on this reason. I, personally, believe that our president is doing something good for the country but most of the time, we tend to become lazy and rely to our government more. We have our own hands to work on the problems of our country. Unemployment and poverty is said to be the two major problems our country faces today. I believe that we, the people, could do something beneficial to our country. Knowing the fact that education and labor market affects our economy could be of great help. If only all people have the perceptive in these two things could be of great help to our economy, our country’s economic status would change. This instances proves that when education and labor market in our country is well and is given full attention, more job opportunities will be given to people, bigger salaries would be given to employees, poor people would be given the chance to work, more children would learn in schools, and our country would prosper its economic status. Let us not only rely on the ones in positions. They also need the help of the citizens. We all have the eyes to see, ears to hear, mouth to communicate and hands and feet to work on these problems. Even the pettiest person in this country could do something. With an honest and trust-worthy leaders and disciplined citizens, our economic problems would be lessening.

Expect the unexpected. :D

**this is late post. :))

Last last week, Mrs. Cortez informed our class about the UP congress thing. And then, I was like, "I want, I want.." blah, blah. "Asa pa ko." I told myself. I've never been a participate in a youth congress and it's up. So, I was like, asa pa ko. But I was hoping. :)) And then, the weekend came, Mae mae and Wana asked me if I did the essay on Economics. And I was like, what's that?! blahh. Maemae, Wana and I was like "Bakit sila gumagawa ng essay? Wala naman diba?" And so, since we're soooo good, we ignored it. :)) And then.. Wednesday. Mrs. Cortez told Wana and Maemae that they're included na in the congress. So, I was like, "Ohh. Kasama na sila. Sino na kasama ko sa classroom? Sana ako rin.." blah blah. I was really hoping na isasama ako ni Mrs. Cortez. :)) Hahaha. And then during lunch time, after her subject, "Mishael, Joanna, Alex and Daisy.. Come here." I keep on asking, "Tinawag ba ko? Tinawag ba ko??" I even asked my teacher if she called me. :)) bwahaha. :] then, there, she said we are included in the UP congress and we need to make an essay blahh. And I was... "yey!" :)) Dream come true for me. :)) Hahaha. Okaaay. Disadvantage?? It's on a saturday. : But it's okay.. UP. :)) even though, i know, i wouldn't pass the UPCAT, at least i went to UP. :)) okayy. Ang babaw. :]] ♥daisy:)

A tumor in my brain called, MATH. :))

Last tuesday, we, the seniors, took our last CEM test. It was English and Math Subjects. As usual, Math was hard. Sorry for my ignorance, but I really do not know what synthetic division and the logarithm thing are. I just guessed my answer and it was C. :)) English was not easy and not hard. :) Before taking the CEM test, which is after lunch, 12:40 to be exact. :) I felt really really bad and I got my eyes wet again. Know what. After that, I SLIGHTLY accepted the fact that there wouldn't be like tcj again. : Anyway, after the test, my brain got so dry. :)) Pigang-piga. I actually felt like i was having tumor in my brain or something. :)) Math test was hell. :)) Hahaha. And then Wednesday morning, we had our CSAT (College Scholastic Aptitude Test). It was easier than the CEM test. It has 4 Tests and 60 items each. A total of 240 items! :O About English, Math, Science and Inductive Reasoning. We were only given 3 hours to finish the test. Fortunately, I finished answering all the contents. :) And then, a while ago, we had our review class. Ms Hirang was our teacher and MG, April, and I and the others also, misses her crazy laugh. :)) And while discussing chemistry, I remembered Alec. When we were in 3rd year, she asked me. ALEC: Daisy, what's chemical bonding?? DAISY: Yung ano. Yung chemicals nagbobond.. .... sa mall. Benta to kay alec. And I know she still remember this. :))=)) Okaay. Next time again. :) ♥daisy

Memories would just remain as memories. Just treasure them. :)

I got this from Issa. It is one of the poems Mrs. Pidlaoan shared to us last year. I miss those days. :( Especially the last month with her. :( I would be there to share your day Well, I'm sure you'll have so many more so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything right. There will always be another chance to say our "I love you's" and certainly there's another chance to say our "anything i can do's" But just incase it might be wrong, and today is all i get, I'd like to say how much I love you and hope we never forget. Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike and today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight. So if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today? For if tommorow never comes, you'll surely regret the day, that you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss and you were to busy to grant someone, what turned out to betheir last wish. So I always hold them dear. Take time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's ok". And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today. "For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything right." Do it. 'Cause second chance do not exist. :( How I wish there would always be a second chance in my life to change all the things I've done wrong and bring back those happy times with my classmates last year. :( That experience would never ever happen. Memories are just memories. I will just treasure them. :( I can't do something to bring back time. All I only have are the photos of my 3rd year life. I just wish second chances exist. : ♥daisy

Eat and Eat and Eat and Eat and Eat. :))

These past days, I am so emotional and depressed and sad and all. But this day was different. I didn't feel any depression. I don't know why. Hahaha. And now, know what i am doing?? :) EATING. Hahaha. Fries + Nuggets + RIce = a perfect merienda. Hahaha. Yes, It is a merienda. :)) Mainggit kyo. :P This makes me forget my depression. :)) Okay.. This is nonsense. Hahaha. ♥daisy

Hindi ko Lang Nakaya. :(

OH MY. Hindi ko na nakayanan. : Superrr. A while ago, It was our Music presentation and it was a total mess. Oo, isa ako sa mga may kasalanan kung bakit naging ganon. Sorry. Naasar lang kasi ako. And then, we saw Mrs. Pidlaoan, our third year CLE teacher. Hindi ko nakayanan. Napaiyak ako and then walk out. Sobrang pumasok sa isip ko ung tcj, again. :( Hindi ko na nakayanan at naiyak na lng ako. Ung presentation namin sa Music plus my section. I was so depressed. And then, nalaman ko,hindi lang pala kaming dalawa ung may feeling na ganon. We were actually 5 sa section namin. :( I don't know why i am sooooo emotional these past days. I just miss the people i am with last year. :( Tapos ung iba, nag-iba. :( I just said, "I WISH I HAVE MY OWN TIME MACHINE." :( ♥daisy

Best-est Section. Designed to be the PERFECT Section. :) I Miss Them.

Okaayyy. Feel kong mag Tagalog and Englsih. :) :P These past few weeks, akala ko ako lang yung nakakapansin na may something sa section ko. Hindi sa ayaw ko sa section ko or something. I want my section pero parang may mga taong gustong makipag "compete." Yes. Oo, ganon ako dati. Pero narealize ko ang panget nung nagcocompare ka or something. Wala lang. Feeling ko kasi kapag nag cocompare ka ng someting, parang nakakainsulto in a way. And ung tipong ijujudge ka. And so kung ganon ako? Sure ba siyang ganon ako araw-araw? Nakakairita lang kasi. Okay. Awhile ago, pinanood ko ung movie ng tcj. Ung gawa ni Donna. Sobrang gusto kong umiyak pero pinipigil ko lang dahil merong tao sa tabi ko. Sobrang miss na miss ko na ung tcj. :( Yung dati pag pumapasok ka, feeling mo papasok ka sa bahay mo. Ung pwde khit ano, gawin mo. Ung class na walang limit. Ung class na araw-araw hindi ka uuwi ng hndi ka tumatawa sa araw na un. Ung class na walang naleleft out, khit sino pa man yan. Nakakamiss lang. Ung mga taong nagdadaganan at nagdodogpile(narealize ko parehas lang un. =)) ) at naghahabulan. Nakakamiss silang panoorin. :( Tinignan ko ung multiply ng tcj kanina, tapos may nakita akong bago. Ung banner. :D wala lng, ang saya lng tignan nung mga tao dun. :))=)) I really really miss tcj and the people IN it. :) Kahit tahimik lang ako dati dun. Or tahimik ba ko? Basta, or maingay pag kasama sila Alec at Frankie. Sobrang feel na feel ko na nasa bahay ako. Khit na suspend na ko dahil walang limit ung class ntin. Okay lng. :)) Khit nawala camera ko at glasses ko.. :) Oo, nagddrama ako. Kasi I'm not happy with my section. Ewan ko lng. Pero sguro diba magbabago pa un. Ksi 2nd month pa lng to. Pero compare sa last year dba? :) Sorry. I don;t hate my section today. Meron lang talagang mga taong mahirap pakisamahan. Hindi naman ako nakikipag compete or anything with grades. I know I'm not smart. I just want to have classmates na parang tcj. Ung wlang pakielam sa mga grades grades mo. Pag wlang assignment, pareparehas na tayo lahat ng mga sagot. =)) I define TCJ as the PERFECT section. :) Well, sguro nga, wala ng papalit sa TCJ. Hiwahiwalay na tayo ngayon. :( Oo, ngayon lang nag sink-in sa kin. Gusto kong magretreat kasama kayo. :( Okay. Sorry. Basta. :( I miss TCJ. Sge, sna mabasa nyo. :) Reunion. :) ♥daisy

ATENEO ESSAY

I need an essay for Ateneo. :( AND ang panget ng gawa ko. :( This Ateneo essay is really bugging meeeee. Sana hindi na lang pala ako nag-apply. :( I am not yet finish with this thing and I need help. Hahaha. I know Wana will help me. :P right?? :P:P And and, if you can help me, comment me. :) I will appreciate it. :D:D ♥daisy

Career Talk

Okaay. We had our second career talk yesterday, July 11, 2008. (We had our first career talk last last week, i think. The schools were University of Asia and Pacific, Asia Pacific College, and ENDERUN. :]) We spent our whole day almost in the AVR. :)) Hahaha. From 8 to 9:30 and 10:12. First school was Ateneo. Then, De LaSalle- College of St. Benilde and the De LaSalle University. I wish, I wish, I wish. Hahaha. SANA MAKAPASA. (crossed-fingers) :P Either Ateneo or La Salle. : And then, and then. After the career talks. We watched Troy. I fell asleep sa first Cd. :)) Hahaha. And then I woke up, mag sesecond CD na. I, actually, can't understand the story. That's why, I kept on asking Wana and Maemae, "Sino siya?, Kaanuano niya siya? Saan si Helen?, Bakit?" and more. :)) Hahaha. The film has many scenes wherein you need to close you eyes. :)) Our teacher warned us, and told us, "If you don't want to see these scenes, just close your nose." Hahaha. We started the movie on 1:30 and ended 3:45pm. :)) It's almost 3 hours. Tsktsk. :P:P After the movie, we had our batch retreat. AND Ms. Bayani checked our nails. And many got X. :)) Good thing, nilagpasan niya ko. :)) Hahaha. Okay okay. I'll do my esay na for ateneo. :( And I don't know how to start it. :)) Bahala na. :P ♥daisy

Again and again and again :)

Okay. For the third time, I made another account. Hahaha. I, actually, have no idea on how to do things here in blogspot. I am currently experimenting and doing stuffs. Hahaha. It's easy by the way and a little confusing. :) If you like, visit my other blog, http://www.sillydaisy19.blogspot.com/. It has 2 posts. :)) Hahaha. Read it if you want. That is nonsense too. :) So, there. I am a new user, again. Sooo please bear with my posts and stuffs here. :)) Hahaha.

♥daisy