What the hell.

WHAT THE HELL?!?! I had this problem since August, I think. I do not want to miss class to attend my cousin's wedding. But then, I changed my mind. Haha. SO, I decided to let go that Perfect Attendance Award on our Graduation day. No problem for weeks. Then, this October circular came saying that our OUTBOUND would be on the same day on the wedding of my cousin. Errrrr. This would be my last year to go to an outbound. And to think that it would be MT. BANAHAW! While having the orientation yesterday, I felt really really bad. : I can't choose. Of course, family would be my priority. But this would be my last outbound and eventually supposedly the most exciting because THEY would have hiking, caving, trekking, river wading, and more. Too bad I would miss all of these. On the other side, I would be enjoying the cool climate and peaceful surroundings of Caleruega with my family. Uhh. I keep on telling myself that I would just be in danger in Mt. Banahaw while in Caleruega, I would be relaxed after a very stressful week. Uhhhh. Yeah. I've decided. I would go to with my family. And I would definitely miss my last outbound and I think the most exciting one. Bakit ba naman kasi tinapat ung outbound sa wedding day diba?? *exhales very deeply* Oh well, I can't change my decision na. I have my dress already and all. :> I would just bear in mind that I would be relaxing there while my batchmates would be very tired in hiking/caving/trekking/river wading and all. Hahaha! Oh, btw. Is Quezon near Caleruega/Tagaytay? Haha. Is it? Is it? I'm planning to have a "half day" on our outbound. Hahaha. I wish I can cut myself into two. Haha. I want to attend my cousin's wedding, but I also want to attend our outbound. : Ampp. Octiber 17, 2008. Remember this date. The first time I would miss an outbound trip and supposedly the last time I would have an outbound. ] Who wants to come with me? Haha. Kidding. Batch mates, just update me while you're in your outbound. OKAY? :> Most depressed, Daisy - :))